|Artist: Randy Sturridge|
Lets be honest with ourselves tried we have for three whole years
Never obtaining a moment of calm that's void of miserable thoughts so wrong
How many times must we explode before the answer and truths unfolds
Maybe were not meant for each other when t night in bed do you consider another?
I know that something has got to give cause this is no way to repeatedly live.
So tired and exhausted I've grown these few years
I make it a purpose to avoid how the mirrors stares
I'm no longer the captain at the helm Instead I'm a slave to a deckhand that yells
This very moment that I write these words I feel painful tingles from your hurtful words
I'm sorry you say every single day I always brush off the words and just say it's okay
I tell you now as sad as it feels that if this persists in only your memories I'll dwell
I will have to leave you for you are destroying me, I love you so much but I've had enough
How many chances does one person get, I've lost count of all the times I have chosen to forget
The lasting affects are taking their toll, pieces of me are now rotten with mold
I use to speak and command the room, now I can't wait to leave for my room
No longer positive or proud to be, I can't even remember what I use to see.